Then Being In Love Is Fatal

lizz, i hope you’re reading this, cos me love you okay.

i’m sorry i laughed when you told me about all the motherfuckers out there who bring you down when you’re already low. i’ll bet i sounded just like them for a while. it may sound like a poor excuse, but i really didn’t know how to react. i’m not used to seeing upbeat lizzie like this, and i just spaced cos i really didn’t know what to say.

i’m done with making my excuses now, and i’m just sorry. i hope you forgive me.

and really love, you need a break. people are just people, after all. i know i am probably the last person in the world that should be saying this, but pray. i’m sure it would make you feel better. god exists, doesn’t he? he’ll listen, he’ll empathize, he’ll make you feel a whole lot better.

i can’t make you laugh all the time love, and i can’t be with you 24/7. (actually, i’m with you like, three times a year, or something like that. but that isn’t the point.) but i do care. i care a lot. you’re my sister-man aren’t you?

it’s scary to realize that after an eternity of knowing you, i still don’t.

either way, i’ll work on it. :]

i hope you did take the day off fucking school, because you just need some time alone. whatever it is, stop thinking about shit that shouldn’t matter at all. studying is a priority, but not at the expense of your physical (and mental) health OKAYYE.

there are people who love you, like me, sarah, and sarah, and stacy, and your mom and dad and gabe, and like 79458329475 other people yeah? and none of us like seeing you sad.

i could go tell the stupid, stupid big-eared bitch that she is one, if you want me to. if it would cheer you up. it would be SO worth it. cos sarah and lizz are awesome like that.

she’s got the prettiest smile.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO